We dont always get what we want.

OK before I start writing anything I just want to point out that I am not talking about total Bull Shit stuff like winning a lottery ticket or making money in a casino, so please don’t read this excerpt with that frame of mind.

We don’t always get what we want.

I know this, but have great trouble accepting the fact. I just can’t come to terms with the concept that there is something out there, within our reach, yet that still evades us no matter how hard we try to reach out for it.

I am not limiting this to simple day-to-day instances such as getting a good grade in a course or convincing someone that our approach towards a certain problem is the best one. I am also transcending this concept to gaining/ losing others acceptance or in other words not being able to win or lose others friendship and trust.

One thing that gets me really frustrated is when someone I really do give a shit about (a good friend or someone I want as a friend), doesn’t feel the same way and is oblivious to all my efforts in trying to keep the friendship going. You know we can try five times, maybe ten times, but there is a limit. No matter how hard we try, everybody has a limit and self-respect right?

Someone once told me while talking about a similar topic – “If they don’t care, why should you?… Just don’t.” At first I thought its easier said than done. I mean how can I just stop caring about someone who is important to me. But, I guess now I realize what that person meant.  Nobody is worth unlimited amount of effort and now that my limit( no matter how small or large it may be) has passed. So guess what, I don’t care anymore.  If they come forth then ill be more than happy but I am not going to spend another minute thinking about how to keep them happy.

People come, people go. If we keep going on reverse and try to hold on to something we never really had, we will be stuck in the middle of nowhere.We will lose what we could have had, had we not been so hell-bent on the past. Just accept the fact and MOVE ON.

My first blog.

Yea i know, lame…

So whats the point of this blog again? Honestly I am just bored and am thinking- why not establish a social presence outside facebook and twitter?

Alright so im just going to rattle on and on about whatever that comes to my head now.  So if i don’t like something or someone im just gonna post it here.

You know many times there are a lot of things that we like to say, to do but this stupid thing called society forces us to keep our emotions in check, well not exactly forces us, but it’s not like we can do the same without any unnecessary and unwanted repercussions.  So many people including myself try to change our lifestyles and personalities, to get socially accepted much easily.

However if we continue living life this way then,  sooner or later we are gonna lose ourselves in the labyrinth of lies and cover-ups and what not.  One day we will realize where the hell is the person we used to be ? We will be stuck between the lines of social identity  and personal identity. Why not just be who we are and if people have a problem with us then COME ON there are 6 billion other guys out there.  So unless Mr. Bush  is reading this , then I would just like to say- You will not be judged and will actually be appreciated for whatever you may do or say, wherever you are by at least a few people who are not a bunch of completely jobless idiots.

This is the main reason why I am starting this blog; where i can write whatever that comes to my head and therby still be in touch with who i am.